Cielamara

...I came back. It's been over two years! But I'm back. I'm currently getting ready for the holidays, of course, but also preparing to return to school. I've had two semesters off, and now I'm returning to what my grandmother calls "God's country." Asheville, the land of hippies, dreamers, artists, outdoorsy people,  and my heart. God, I've missed it. And it's strange--I've not produced a tremendous amount of artwork in all this time. I really need to get with the program. I used to love this, and now...my energies all seem to be elsewhere.  Namely, in just trying to get through the hour, the day, the rest of the year. It has been, on many

 I hate being so sensitive. I hate being so emotional. I hate it. The only good thing that comes out of it is that I can produce pretty things when I'm being emotional. Other than that, I'm a useless emotional wreck. I hate myself sometimes.

 I have spent hours and hours on my zodiacal energy series. And now it's complete. I don't know if I should feel proud and awed that I created such images, or if I should be ashamed that I was PhotoShop's little bitch for so long. Wa-PSSSSH.